The venomous thoughts are creeping into my already fragile and destroyed mind. Their mission is to wrap themselves around remaining healthy cells and strangle them to death. I keep pushing them away as far as I can do but they keep coming back in the new form. They disguise themselves in various sophisticated ways. It’s easy to say – ‘Learn to live with it ‘ but to experience it on daily basis is bloody paralysing. It leaves you traumatised for good few minutes and you begin to question yourself about your sanity. But on the other hand there is beauty in it, without anxiety I wouldn’t be able to experience all sort of twisted emotions so I accept my partner for life and exist with it in peace.
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Great post! I love the image and the relevance of your words. I hope the life partner allows your light to shine!
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Thank you😘
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It is a difficult road, to be sensitive and porous to all that life may throw our way; it also allows us to see far more than many others. We must remember to weigh the wondrous, and not let the fears and pains tilt the scales in their favor. 🙂
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Carrie Birdie, I think you are absolutely right. It’s all about the art of balancing the joy and pain of life😊
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