An embedded soul in the night sky.
My life constantly evolves in many wonderful ways.
My inner world blossoms anytime I want.
Mental Health Awareness !!!
You name it
If you have ever suffered from a mental health disorder you know what it feels like to have a constant battle with your mind.
Look after yourself, have a mental health issue under control, live your life by enjoying it and BE PROUD.
BE PROUD of who you are because you are the warrior!
The warrior who haven’t given up and who has been able to embrace this part of their life living it to the fullest.
Spread the awareness of mental health to those who still follow deeply embedded in the society stereotypes.
These stereotypes are false because they deem people who suffer from mental health issues incapable of functioning in the modern world.
Together we can abolish these assumptions by…
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A letter to my daughter:
I never thought I would experience unique love which derives from motherhood. It’s a different kind of love and is exclusively available in the Universe. We are all part of of it, creating a wholesome mosaic which consists of miniature elements.
I belong to a highly sensitive, empathetic and extremely receptive group of creatures on this Earth who cannot decide if it’s a curse or a gift to be very perceptive to feelings, sounds, smells and surroundings. My imagination runs high helping me with creativity, my anxiety often kills me with exhaustion of constant worries and my heart breaks into milion tiny pieces seeing others suffering. I mould, shape and live my life the best I can. It has been enriched by you. You are a hard work Munchkin but I would do everything to make you smile. When you had your injections, I cried with you, the…
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I open the door… off I go… I go back to my inner- self. The nature is calling me, I want to abandon the necessities of existence and embrace the simplicity of my own immaculately woven world- made of intricate loops joined together in a chain of bitter happiness.
Is anxiety a curse or a gift? Maybe both. I was born this way, cursed or gifted? Incurable disease- they would call it many years ago, they would lock you up in the mental institution for being different? What has changed now? The fact that you are different, you can shape it and mould it the way you like. If you look for an affordable mental counseling from the government you won’t receive it unless you are border line suicidal. Cutting costs, you are just a number in the system. Shape it, mould it, live it.
You’ve always worried but when you become a parent you enter the BUSH of different type of worry- it’s constant, it’s there and it won’t leave your side.
You juggle and tackle so many bits and pieces of your newly established existence as a parent. In the end of the day, when everyone is fed, happy and entertained you feel like you’ve just climbed the the top of the Mount Everest but then you think about yourself as a person and you realise you need to do something for yourself otherwise your baby brain will continue to deteriorate. You decide to exercise. After a full day of making sure your baby is well and sound, making the new house with your partner aka Papa John John a livable space and preventing your two mentally distorted cats from killing eachother you go to excercise. Your stamina has long gone and you…
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Open your eyes and your mind…
A friend of mine
The worst enemy
An eye opener
A haunting nightmare
A heart breaker
An empathetic friend who reminds me of the core value of our distorted world
A disabling partner for life
It seems to be the worst curse to carry around yet I feel blessed to be a part of it. I have mastered cohabiting with anxiety.
I’ve made a tiny room in my soul for anxiety so it doesn’t feel rejected, and it doesn’t rebel to be heard or be understood because I know it so well.
I know it same as I know the darkest side of my unique and rebelious INNER CHILD.
What does make you happy?
We were both tired after a long day and a sleepless night with our daughter. My partner went upstairs with Miss Little Munchkin aka Jumping Bean first, I followed after. When I got upstairs I saw them both sleeping soundly. I stopped for a moment and let my heart fill with joy and happiness of seeing two people whom I love with my whole heart relaxing and resting.
What does make you happy?
I often find out that people feel happy when they surround themselves with materialistic items or money. They forget the importance of emotions and feelings which doesn’t cost a dime.
Stop for a moment, forget about the money and materialistic items and ask yourself what’s really important in your life.
You’ve turned our world up side down but we wouldn’t change it. Everyday is a new challenge and a gush of emotions. It’s been truly a wonderful and humbling experience.