During this pre-festive period there a many people who are willing to play a tune of annoyance to you. Each of them is very, very unique and individual. They just know how to strike a chord to irritate you and make you feel like you want to rip the hair off your head. My advice to you is to actively meditate. The active meditation is made of conscious presence in the reality and ignorance of stupidity happening around you.
For instance, I like to switch off and focus on my Christmas tree. I admire the ornaments, their colours, a tree and its needles. I find it therapeutic and calming.
But still… why is the world full of twats?
I’ve been absent for over two weeks !!! First of all, I want to say I was so looking forward to spending last week at work awaiting Christmas like an average human being but (instead) I ended up having sinusitis & flu all together winning a one week sick note ( my first sick note from GP in my entire life). I recovered slowly… but steady. Second of all, my plans of sorting out the house for Christmas and cooking a great meal which I could present to other fellow creatures walked away from me due to my poor health. So what? We still had a great time being buried under a ton of used tissues courtesy of me. Then, the Christmas came and my partner proposed. Yessss, Goldilocks Exterminators are engaged !!! It was the most beautiful moment which I’m going to cherish for the rest of my life !!!
Happy Belated Christmas and Happy New Year Dear People xxx
The Christmas countdown has begun !!!
I challenge you all…
If you read this post please write one thing that bothers you…. It doesn’t end here… Next, think and share of how you csn improve it or make it better….
Let me start…
I overthink a lot !!! At times, it’s like a torture because when your thoughts mingle with anxiety they create a bomb of false assumptions and predictions. I have been trying to ignore my negative thoughts by letting them be and go. It feels uncomfortable because I do feel the strong need of justifying my thoughts but at the same time I save precious time and I attract the positive energy and I reject the negative one.
Life with anxiety can be difficult, you fall and raise, and the whole pattern repeat itself over and over again. I have been through a lot, at the age of 27, I feel like I’m wiser and stronger and it seems that the anxiety made me tougher and more resilient. It has been a battle from very low self esteem, overwhelming thoughts, overanalysing the world around me to paralysing panic attacks. My life has changed. I do my best trying to be positive and keeping myself occupied by all possible means. I want to develop myself and achieve so much more in my spiritual life because I feel that what ever I have got is not enough. I’m thankful and grateful for it but I haven’t reached my limit yet. I’m going to look after and nurture my inner self in order to welcome peace and more wisdom in to my existence.
I just want to let you know that if you have a life partner- the anxiety- the puppet for life you are not alone. It’s manageable to live a good and productive life with it. My wish is to learn to ignore the symptoms in the way that they will be mostly unnoticeable to me.
Life is a journey…
Happy Holidays !!! 🎅🏿🎅🏻🎅👼🏿👼🏼👼🏻
Creative cookies on a overloaded tree of mine🎄🌲🎄
My favourite quote:
“There are no beautiful surfaces without a terrible depth.”