Freedom of Speech

I refuse to obey social and cultural customs

I make my own rules

I follow them

I cherish them

Nobody can change my thinking

Nobody can change me as a person

I’m the master of my own revolution

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Terrorism

Any kind of terrorism is a form of cowardice and slavery. Who are the slaves? The slaves are the people who have been brain washed and are mentally prone to physically harming others. In their pathetically distorted minds they think that they fight for a greater cause e.g. ‘In the name of Allah’. Bullshit!!! Allah has nothing to do with it. Allah – the Heavenly Father as I would call him wouldn’t approve such thing. Islam in its purest form is a religion of peace same as Judaism or Christianity. The problem arises when wealthy Imams, Sheikhs, Priests, Pastors and Kohens manipulates Holy Books to attracts other’s attention, gain followers and achieve their goals by manipulating their flocks’ vulnerable minds. Nobody has any right to deprive another human being and their family of their life. Same thing applies to terrorism, there are wealthy bastards who are standing above the stage directing every move of terrorists who murder their victims. These brain-washed murderers are worth nothing to bastards who run the terrorist groups. They are just objects of no value. They are being convinced to commit crimes in order to be validated in the life after death.

 I hope there is going to be done more to eliminate the root of the problem not only just the stem. More restrictions need to be imposed in the society to control all the religious organisations. The goverments of the countries which are the nest for the heads of terrorist organisations should cooperate together with the rest of the world to destroy  the root of the problem not just the part of it. Only if we as people unite together in the name of peace and equality we will be able to stand against the barbarism which has been going on for years.

Rest In Peace the innocent People who have been killed all over the world. You haven’t deserved it. The justice will be done. Good always wins. Peace and respect are the key  to survival and conquering the barbarism. Muslim, Jewish, Christian , Buddhist, Hindu, Atheist and other brothers & sister please let’s all unite in the battle which consists of mutual respect & support to gain back the  peace and freedom. We are all equal regardless of our religion, beliefs, gender, ethnicity , nationality or sexuality !!!  

System of Down to the Ground

The modern world reminds me of a cosmetic surgery or multiple cosmetic enhancements that have gone wrong. Justice doesn’t exist anymore or perhaps has never existed. People who are in power break human rights and promote hatred together with ethnic inequality. Media constantly fuels negative feelings by presenting the distorted news. The problem is that the media reports  are the only educational source of the information for some people. Many citizens based their knowledge on the news without fully researching the topic. I’m not a fan of the anarchy but the current democracy resembles dictatorship. And it’s not even a rein of terror by the book but pure manipulation and brainwashing innocent people into a belief of being part of a patriotic system which does good to its own members. But it’s all about the money and status between the world leaders. Has ever been different? I don’t think so. The methods and tactics have changed but the aim of the game 

Has

Always 

Been

The

SAME. 

Coming to an end of my thinking milkshake I would like to say that it’s important to voice our believes and live the way we want to exist. Small communities which promote the truth and consist of families , couples, partners and friends are crucial as they bring little bit of sanity into this sickening and flesh rotting world.

PEACE

LOVE

EQUALITY 

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Freedom

Fellow souls and lost friends from the past beware of fallen trees. 

They resemble forbidden freedom.

Don’t salvage them but leave them behind.

Heave the bag filled with new lessons onto your shoulder and set off free.

Cherish happy moments with good people present in your life.

Take steady steps leaping over the fallen trees.

You’ve found your long- waited freedom in the universe. 

  

Life Happens and Abuse Occurs

Once upon a time there was a beautiful rose, her petals were crimson, leaves emerald green, and thorns copper. Rose was flourishing rapidly making her Granny proud. Unfortunately, she was swayed by ‘goodness’ of the heart’  of a manic protagonist of evil manipulation disguised as a respectful Gardener of Eden. Rose thought that she made the right choice by staying with him but for some unknown reason she slowly began to change:  her petals darkened, leaves wilted, thorns hardened, and stem blackened. Rose was puzzled and troubled by her appearance while tolerating villainous acts of rage courtesy of Gardener of Eden. She had never been good enough but instead criticised, ostracised, and blamed for  the misfortune that had occurred in Gardener’s life. Rose was slowly withering, and clinging to the hope of a new better day . The days were grey and the nights were thickly black, she woke up on Wednesday morning and said-‘Enough is enough’, she wanted to leave but Gardener begged her to stay. Rose was swayed by those empty and dirty lies and stayed with a Shambolic Creature for little bit longer. The history had repeated itself again and Rose changed. She had learnt to ignore and avoid  Gardener as much as she could focusing on the growth and development of her inner self even though she was labelled the biggest weed of the pathetic bush.

On Monday, a friend gave Rose a book about emotional abuse, at first, Rose didn’t want to read it as she was afraid of the truth. She swallowed  her new survival Bible all in one night while being devoured by relief, anger, fear, sadness and frustration. She couldn’t believe what her eyes just saw, she thought- ‘No, it can’t be true, I can’t be the victim.’ She had tried to help  Gardener to cope with his demons but he refused to cooperate. Days and nights had gone by for Rose dreaming about different life but nothing changed. On Sunday, another outburst had occurred, but that time something popped inside Rose, and she spoke to her perpetrator, her voice was loud and clear, she said-‘ You do not have any right to talk to me like this, I am a human being not an object, do not abuse me verbally !’ The Gardener looked shocked and surprised and straight away started justfying his actions blaming Rose for provoking him but she didn’t listen and left the field. Rose promised herself to leave. She had become focused on the life outside the field. The Gardener lost his interest engulfing himself in outings with fellow idiots. Rose had worked hard slowly building the courage to free herself but still felt lost and afraid. After visiting her friend in a foreign country, she was blessed with a vision of what to do next. When she came back to the field full of bitterness and venom she pursued her plans to evacuate. She had begun preparing herself financially and emotionally and finally left.

If you are in the emotionally abusive relationship and you are being manipulated by your partner you may not notice the actual problem straight away. Deep down you know that something is wrong but still you try to justify her/his actions. It takes great courage to stand up for yourself and rebuild your life but once you realise that you are an amazing and unique human being who deserve the best from the universe everything will get somehow easier. It is important to remember to be very careful while planning each step on the way to freedom. They key is to prepare yourself financially and emotionally and I am almost there 🙂

Don’t be ashamed or embarrassed about your situation. Talk about it, you deserve respect and peace in your life. It took me 5,5 years to mature to this decision and will take few months more to leave.

A very helpful website with useful information about emotional abuse:

http://liveboldandbloom.com/11/relationships/signs-of-emotional-abuse

Hell in the Morning

Have you ever had this feeling of paralysing hatred of life in the morning, when you wake up and you realise that you have so much to do and so little time to yourself. I have it now and then; I open my eyes feeling good and rested, I glance at the bedroom’s blinds and then the lighting of reality strikes me. I can hear this hollow scream inside me, my inner voice is urging my brain to scan all the available excuses to retreat myself from the upcoming hell. I usually have few justifications, which I keep in my imaginary pocket for real human-mental-kind emergencies. I barely use them but when I do they are worth a special prize. I like having my weekly- daily diary full but sometimes I miss freedom of having no obligations or responsibilities. I think everybody does that, or maybe it’s only me. When I feel overwhelmed I take time off (within limits off course, as according to a walnut inside my head I cannot allow myself to become a walking failure, and the constant avoidance of difficulties would definitely lead to it, so I push myself as much as I can). When I take a break from my daily routine I go to the park, listen to the sounds, look at the colours around me, exhale and inhale still polluted air and look for a place to create a home away from the civilisation.