Grey thoughts are blooming in my head like rotten apples dying in the tree. Drops of rain falling on my face keep me awake. I try to fall to sleep but I can’t because being in a coma doesn’t sound appealing to me at all. I don’t feel myself anymore. I’m just a machine who is programmed to live among other people. The last ounce of human carcass in my heart admires the nature. I’m sleepy and I’m tired. Goodnight Misery. Welcome blissful state of mind.
When I’m tired I try to admire the beauty of nature. What I tend to do is to take pictures of everything I consider to be interesting. I look at it when my mind feels overwhelmed. The fact that I’m able to look at something mesmerising calms me down as I know I’m going to be out there soon 😊
Relax and let out the energy by doing something you love… don’t sit and dwell on your problems. It won’t help you but put you in a state of anxiety hibernation ( a prolonged anxiety – panic attack episode).
Strength comes from expieriences and experiences derive from facing life challenges.
Don’t be the abandoned bag in the middle of nowhere when the world is falling appart! Be proud & unique bag of goodness which brings positivity & kindness into the world. Look after yourself facing & destroying difficult times with your strength. The most dreadful times don’t last forever!!!
I believe the Inner-self protects us. It guards us and senses the danger in the negative energy thrown at us by others. It sounds very surrealistic but I have experienced it multiple times. I have met people who emanates the evil and thrives on others’ misfortune and unhappiness. Someone would say that it’s purely a defence mechanism and way of coping with obstacles. It’s a logical explanation which from the psychological point of view makes a lot of sense. I’m a spiritual person. I like to call myself a happy hippy who rejects materialistic way of life and embraces the natural side of it. I have worked with a person who emanates the negative energy for three and half years. She claims to be a devoted Christian who is a creature without a flaw. She smiles at misfortune of others, wishes things to go wrong for them – especially if it means a good and positive outcome for her- benefits in any form. She always shares her troubles and worries and expects compassion in return. I consider her to be an emotional parasite but from the spiritual & spiritual side I believe that my Inner-self fights whatever she throws at me. I have become immuned to paralysing toxicity.
Any kind of terrorism is a form of cowardice and slavery. Who are the slaves? The slaves are the people who have been brain washed and are mentally prone to physically harming others. In their pathetically distorted minds they think that they fight for a greater cause e.g. ‘In the name of Allah’. Bullshit!!! Allah has nothing to do with it. Allah – the Heavenly Father as I would call him wouldn’t approve such thing. Islam in its purest form is a religion of peace same as Judaism or Christianity. The problem arises when wealthy Imams, Sheikhs, Priests, Pastors and Kohens manipulates Holy Books to attracts other’s attention, gain followers and achieve their goals by manipulating their flocks’ vulnerable minds. Nobody has any right to deprive another human being and their family of their life. Same thing applies to terrorism, there are wealthy bastards who are standing above the stage directing every move of terrorists who murder their victims. These brain-washed murderers are worth nothing to bastards who run the terrorist groups. They are just objects of no value. They are being convinced to commit crimes in order to be validated in the life after death.
I hope there is going to be done more to eliminate the root of the problem not only just the stem. More restrictions need to be imposed in the society to control all the religious organisations. The goverments of the countries which are the nest for the heads of terrorist organisations should cooperate together with the rest of the world to destroy the root of the problem not just the part of it. Only if we as people unite together in the name of peace and equality we will be able to stand against the barbarism which has been going on for years.
Rest In Peace the innocent People who have been killed all over the world. You haven’t deserved it. The justice will be done. Good always wins. Peace and respect are the key to survival and conquering the barbarism. Muslim, Jewish, Christian , Buddhist, Hindu, Atheist and other brothers & sister please let’s all unite in the battle which consists of mutual respect & support to gain back the peace and freedom. We are all equal regardless of our religion, beliefs, gender, ethnicity , nationality or sexuality !!!