Life is real

Let your inner self to heal by letting it sync with your heart and brain. Don’t strangle it by denial but nourish it and embrace it. The key to happiness is to  love yourself as a whole wonderful creature of the mesmerising universe. 


The Wonderful Hellย 

Life is real

The inner world of human nature is an unexplored land of the unknown. It’s like an open book which has been partially completed with few chapters missing. The existing chapters are constantly tweaked by new life occurrences and experiences.

 We learn, 

we live , 

we love, 

we pray,

we reject , 

and we die.

It’s that simple and obvious- I would say boring to the core but if we add a pinch of imagination, adventure in its simple but joyful  form, pure kindness and honesty deriving from our inner selves the world will become a magical land of wonderful surreal hell ๐Ÿ™‚

Helga Von Anxiety

My eyes, Surreal thoughts

Helga Von Anxiety, that bitch has attacked me again. This time she decided to slur and blur my speech and drill a hole in my brain to make a new generation tunnel for my thoughts. She wanted them to travel even faster from one end to another- she was pleased to see that venomous products of my pointless contemplations had been moving with the speed of light. Oh no, Helga didn’t have enough, she slapped my pretty face twice as I started falling into the darkness she sucked out my will to live leaving me with a huge question mark inside my half drilled rotten brain with explosives on the edges.  I lay down in the swamp all by myself waiting for the torture to be over and all I wanted was someone to hold my hand and tell me-‘Everything is going to be ok.’ But all I had was an empty bag of Doritos and Henrik the Spider trying to make a living arrangement for Steve the cockroach. As I lay down covered in mud I realised I needed to get up due to my fucked up everyday obligations. I told Helga to get lost because I needed to live. She replied with a malicious smile – “See you soon bitch.” I stood up, cleaned myself and went back to pretend that all was ok. After some time my heart died with Helga Von Anxiety by my side and I became a heartless Zombie.

Life in the Woods

My eyes, The world

There is a place on Earth where wild life resides. Full of joy, multiple creatures exist cohabiting the land of greenery. Their playful and uncluttered by daily worries minds allow them to pleasure themselves without limitation. They can’t comprehend the fact that their presence brings a relief to exhausted human beings who look for tranquility in the nature.    



Snowflakes of Thoughts

Life is real

Life with anxiety can be difficult, you fall and raise, and the whole pattern repeat itself over and over again. I have been through a lot, at the age of 27, I feel like I’m wiser and stronger and it seems that the anxiety made me tougher and more resilient. It has been a battle from very low self esteem, overwhelming thoughts, overanalysing the world around me to paralysing panic attacks. My life has changed. I do my best trying to be positive and keeping myself occupied by all possible means. I  want to develop myself and achieve so much more in my spiritual life because I feel that what ever I have got is not enough. I’m thankful and grateful for it but I haven’t reached my limit yet. I’m going to look after and nurture my inner self in order to welcome peace and more wisdom in to my existence.

I just want to let you know that if you have a life partner- the anxiety- the puppet for life you are not alone. It’s manageable to live a good and productive life with it. My wish is to learn to ignore the symptoms in the way that they will be mostly unnoticeable to me. 

Life is a journey…

Happy Holidays !!! ๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿฟ๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿป๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿฟ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿป 

Creative cookies on a overloaded tree of mine๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŒฒ๐ŸŽ„

My favourite quote:

“There are no beautiful surfaces without a terrible depth.”

Fredrich Nitzsche