Dear P

A letter to my daughter:

Mental Health See-Saw

Dear P,

I never thought I would experience unique love which derives from motherhood. It’s a different kind of love and is exclusively available in the Universe. We are all part of of it, creating a wholesome mosaic which consists of miniature elements.

I belong to a highly sensitive, empathetic and extremely receptive group of creatures on this Earth who cannot decide if it’s a curse or a gift to be very perceptive to feelings, sounds, smells and surroundings. My imagination runs high helping me with creativity, my anxiety often kills me with exhaustion of constant worries and my heart breaks into milion tiny pieces seeing others suffering. I mould, shape and live my life the best I can. It has been enriched by you. You are a hard work Munchkin but I would do everything to make you smile. When you had your injections, I cried with you, the…

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My Hero

My hero!!!

Mental Health See-Saw

All I want to do

Is make you proud

Shout it aloud

You’re my hero

Without you I feel like a zero

So please

Do not leave

Do not go

I am stuck in this world

With only your steps to follow

Al I want to do

Is Make you Proud

You’re my hero

Without you I feel like no one

Alone

Travelling From Manic

To Numb

So Please

Don’t Leave

Don’t Go

All I want to do

All I want

All I want

Is To Make you proud

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Reality Vs Expectations

Mental health management and help provided by the healthcare system.

Mental Health See-Saw

Reality vs expectations pose a big dilemma…. surely something to think about.

Do we love the world we live in? Or we’d rather escape in to the land of eternal madness. I must admit, I’d love the other option to be available because I don’t understand this world anymore. I’m not the first or the last person to admit the fact that the mental health ignorance, injustice, violence, and political games disgust me. It makes us put different masks on in order to thrive and survive among sharks in this world. I truly admire musicians who spread the message about the reality of this world through their music without carefully threading words.

Korn

System of Down

Sepultura

Controversial, full of feelings, anger and emotions lyrics are often questioned by others who wrongly interpret them because how wrong is to speak up the truth or criticise precisely sculpured modern society.

What…

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Colours of my Soul

Colours of my soul are enhanced by an invisible touch of music notes floating in my overloaded mind.

Calling of the Inner-Voice

The tune of my soul is sort of psychodelic and atmospheric which makes the whole song orgasmic and that’s what I look for in music, music for me has always been a kind of drug which can take over your brain making the reality more bereable for the duration of the song ( at least).

I usually keep this part of myself locked tightly in the box in the corner of my mind. This part should remain open because it’s a vital piece of my Inner- Self and the Inner- Self is mainly who I really Am- the Inner- Self is my unscattered soul. I have conformed to the rules of society to stay afloat in order to survive and build a fort which would protect me from people who don’t understand me. My soul is wild and relies on the artistic stimulants, it craves nature, looks for the meaning of life which resides in Buddhism, it misses howling wolves in the deep dark wild woods, the true home is out there in the middle of greenery covered with the blanket of dew drops among the crimson red twigs which joyfully pierce my shattered soul preparing it for eternal rest where it belongs.

Pre-emptive Strike of Sorrow

Struck by a pre- emptive strike of sorrow derived from anxiety & panic medley I shall stand proud and withstand the shallow tide.

Lee Hull Live in Cambridge (United Kingdom)

A very unique artistic approach by a person who cares about the music and aims to share his experiences with the audience. He wants to influence others to stay optimistic no matter what life throws at them and encourage those who struggle with mental health issues to not loose their  hope in the life long journey. He has a very humble & down to earth approach to his music. 

https://youtu.be/cFarS22B6p0

https://m.facebook.com/leehullmusic1/?locale2=en_GB

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6sFVwar4Nc8pAEvgzyrzXb

Lee Hull

Lee Hull was live in Newmarket promoting his new album ‘I’ve Been Overthinking.’ A talented artist who is not afraid to touch the souls of the audience.

https://open.spotify.com/album/4QWjktFDE9XDPqNsMGLBET

https://m.facebook.com/leehullmusic1/

Musical Madness

The feeling of the soul being pierced with the most pleasant vibrations. They go right through the centre of the body and travel upwards to sharpen a sense of sight. The surrounding scenery enters another dimension, it feeds the mind as it comes to enlightenment. 

Music

Music caresses my bruised soul. It moves me to the land ruled by my inner- self. Problems become small and worries disappear.  I’m fully in charge of the universe.The heart fills itself with sounds and vibrations of my favourite tunes. I’m at peace at last.