It’s sad to see that people choose wrong paths due to bad life experiences. I have witnessed transformations into selfish , self- centred creatures multiple times. It’s has made me wonder why does it occur so often.
The thought which comes first in to my mind is ‘protection’. Protection from the world, negative people and situations which caused worries and troubles in the past. It gives people a sense of control over their fate and the Universe which is quite helpful because it creates space for healing. The problem arises when a person who has healed rejects admirable values they were known to live by. The rejection of nobility is the easiest option but it disagrees with the inner- self which deep down sounds the alarm of the conflict. The alarm is heard above the surface. Nothing is done about it- the ignorance jumps into place causing even more confusion. Time goes by and the affected individual either changes themselves revealing their true colours or remains in the blisfull false ignorance.
What??? The selfishness and arrogance always make me questioning everything I’ve seen with my eyes.
The modern world reminds me of a cosmetic surgery or multiple cosmetic enhancements that have gone wrong. Justice doesn’t exist anymore or perhaps has never existed. People who are in power break human rights and promote hatred together with ethnic inequality. Media constantly fuels negative feelings by presenting the distorted news. The problem is that the media reports are the only educational source of the information for some people. Many citizens based their knowledge on the news without fully researching the topic. I’m not a fan of the anarchy but the current democracy resembles dictatorship. And it’s not even a rein of terror by the book but pure manipulation and brainwashing innocent people into a belief of being part of a patriotic system which does good to its own members. But it’s all about the money and status between the world leaders. Has ever been different? I don’t think so. The methods and tactics have changed but the aim of the game
Coming to an end of my thinking milkshake I would like to say that it’s important to voice our believes and live the way we want to exist. Small communities which promote the truth and consist of families , couples, partners and friends are crucial as they bring little bit of sanity into this sickening and flesh rotting world.
A little tiny dwarf keeps digging holes in the ground to bury other dwarves’ accidental poops. They poop, let her know about the fresh & smelly delivery and expect her to get rid of the turd. The tiny creature considers them to be her friends but for some strange reason they are nowhere to be seen when she has a toilet situation to be assisted with. She thinks she helps them but she doesn’t know that they take advantage of her caring nature. It’s easy to fall into the trap of exploiting dwarves.
Few years ago, I thought doing a lot for others would help me to fill my life with pisitive people. I was very wrong. I filled my life not with the happy & loving beings but preying piranhas. It took me a while to realise the cause of my misery. When I did it I knew that I needed to work on my assertiveness and self- worth. It helped. Don’t be that little miss, be assertive and look after yourself.
I have been exposed to so many situations throughout my life therefore I have experienced a mixture of both good and expired batter poured into my soul . It has made me happy but has also scarred me. What I’ve struggled the most with and what I’ve been working on is coping with ‘the exit’ and ‘the loss’ of people who brought something positive into my life especially if the universe sent them to me almost effortlessly making it look as if all of my life puzzle pieces were finally matching making sense to be lost again a moment later. I’m slowly learning to accept the presence, making most of it and not clinging to the past. It’s extremely hard but possible.
Today, I’ve found this picture online and it has inspired me.
Islam itself is a religion of peace but has been changed and manipulated over the years by multiple groups claiming to be sent by so called god who wishes death and chaos upon innocent human beings in the name of sick ideology of the world being ruled by male evil creatures, served by uneducated poor raped, underestimated, and mistreated females and their children running with guns and knives on the streets. Terrorist groups are formed and gain profits out of their activities using and bribing innocent poor often uneducated people who don’t have enough bread and milk to feed their families therefore are desperate to join them and receive a brain wash course of treatment to make them belief that this is the only way to improve their lives. It’s like a Nazi’s movement which aims at everyone except their own flock of psychos. They also aim at Muslims who live in peace and are integrated part of the society but reject to follow a sick ideology.
R.I.P. innocent people who lost their lives in the vicious attack in Paris.
We must embrace our lives. We must create, compose, write, make, spread the word, educate ourselves, care and improve the equality of genders , help the most vulnerable and live!!!
You will never defeat us because we have three things you don’t have: a goodness of our hearts, conscience, and a true belief in humanity! May you burn in hell and suffer endlessly when the right time comes. The real God doesn’t improve your actions!!!
Fellow Souls and Lost Friends from the past beware of the fallen trees resembling forbidden freedom. Do not try to salvage them, leave them behind, and move forward heaving bags of experience and newly learnt lessons onto your shoulders. Take quick but steady steps while leaping over rotten logs towards the exit. Light candles of bravery, courage , and self- appreciation cherishing happy moments with good people present in your lives.